Do you ever get that feeling? The one where you want to cry but you don’t. Instead you sit and sigh, feel this wave come and crash over you. You can feel the tears building up, wanting to burst but they never come. You sit pissed and Disappointed at yourself. A sicking feeling brews in your stomach, it sits there and plans on staying. You are empty and hurt by everything. You’re drained, both in body and mind. Today is a day for self loathing and sleep.
Kill me. I don’t wanna be here anymore. Just vanish and be forgotten. Without anyone to remember you it will all be ok when you’re gonne.